Betrayel

[Sabin]

Before I found out that I was a were, I was that kid in the corner that would grow up to kill everyone that pissed me off. I tried to be friends with everyone, but no one would befriend me, except one. His (real) name was Jonathon Jeske, from Nebraska(It was a private school). We would hang out in the gym locker room after school talking of all the bullies that tormented us. One specifically Andrew Bimm. As we grew up, in the few years, we went over to eachothers house for the night, playing video games, reading comics. it was fun. I was even invited over to his house when the rest of the class, all 16 of us, was over, except for Bimm. I was being accepted into school society. It felt great. The next year, for some reason, Jon started to avoid me more and more. I thought that something personal had happened to him, in his family, so i left him alone. I should say now that back then that i had no reason not to trust anyone. litterally weak and vunerable. I hate that kid now. So it turned out that Jon had started to hang out with Bimm. He hanged out with him more and more. Then one day, Bimm was picking on me in the cafeteria and then Jon walked in. I thought i was saved. I was wrong, so very wrong. I started to get gang beaten in my school uniform, in the cafeteria. As they were leaving, i waited a bit then stared to leave. Just as I reached the door, Jon popped his head in the door, and accually asked if I was alroght and that he had, HAD, to do that! From that moment on, I was in my room at my house every evening, getting over that a friend had just betrayed me to look good infront of another person, who we had complained about after school for more than 2 years. My life felt like it had been torn in two. It took me a few years to actually find another friend to have. My lfe getting even worse, everyone, and i mean everyone, at the school started to call me cheeks and chipmonk, befor i got braces. My life was CRAP! I changed school after that, public now, and now I can trust no one, until i learn about them better. Even even, I cannot trust anyone, except for my mate. Everyone else I see as a possible terror to my life and try to push them out. This is how bad my life is. Now I kind of allow other weres to see my life, but i still have a problem. Sorry, I had to get this out to ppl, and you all i trust, to a degree. thank for hearing me ramble on.

[chipweter91]

:'(AWWWWW....are u ok, my love? Well, look at it this way, u still have me * nuzzles * ;D cheer up and remember, I love you !!!

[timberwolf042002]

I'm sorry to hear that Sabin. It amazes ( a bad amaze) me how some people can do stuff like that to another person (it's sickening sometimes). I wonder what goes through their head when they decide to do something stupid like that, thats if Something goes through thier head. People can be so cruel sometimes. I hope things will start to go better for you.

[chipweter91]

things will get better when we meet, mitch. you'll see. i'll never ever EVER leave you, my heart, my soul, my WORLD. ;D

[Desce]

I'm sorry about what happened to you.

You are right though, Don't trust anyone until you absolutely are sure they will not betray you.

I rarely ever get mad, but betrayal is one thing that will p me off. Noone could've ever betrayed me in school w/o evoking a wrath. Honestly if I were you, those two would've not gotten away with it. When your friend stuck his head back in the door, you should've punched him and when his buddy started to come back you should've hit him with the door, then kicked him.
Sorry, I just hate it when others pick on or beat up someone for no reason. It makes me angry, but I know is worse for you.
So once again sorry about what happened to you, I am as loyal as they come to all my friends, but just be wary from now on.

[Indis]

If you want to talk to someone *smiles* talk to my mate. He knows all about betrayel and trusting no one. He is an expert on this my friend. Me I went through almost the same thing back in school.

[chipweter91]

I'm so sorry for what happened to you mitch. I will always love you for the rest of my days and nights. When we meet up, u will never have to worry about betrayal again, my love. I will NEVER leave you. Still, it hurts to be cast away. I know how you feel, and if you or ANYONE here needs a shoulder to cry on, or a friend to talk to, I'm here for you. * hugs mitch and everyone else * ;D This is so nice we are all like one big family * sobs joyfully * I love you guys like family. Thanks for welcoming me here to this wonderful pack. ;D

[Sabin]

Thanks eveyone. Of, update on the traitor. I was in wal-mart this summer and met someone, whoo wasnt mean to me, say that he was here in my home town and went to go get him. When she came back, I was fighting the earg to punch him right there, since i would have been arrested on the spot. My blood was boiling for the next few days, one because he was there and didn't appoligise, another because I didnt punch him. Thanks for being there, Chip, and everyone. I wish there was a way I could help all you avoid something like this. All I can say is beware of EVERYone.

[chipweter91]

your'e welcome, and if u ever need anyone to talk to, i'm always here my love. ;D * hugs you *